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Voices

by Eighteen April

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1.
Mono 02:20
2.
Vanishing 03:35
Vacant words echo, so strayed and lost. Dream slowly marching to its own death. No need for thinking, clock keeps ticking, life dies silently. Stand for no purpose, just injected thoughts filled with illusions. They will lead to another absent honor, as it always used to be. Are you doomed to fade? Forever lost? Destiny fall to ruin, in decay. Are you doomed to fade? Forever lost? You should not fall for petty comfort. Ignite the fire in your heart, let it blaze to wipe off your hesitancy. No more words that cast a fucking shadow on your dream. Fire it up, the light, will lead the way you’re heading. Go face fears as you see gleaming flash. Place trust in yourself, only you can fulfill your The time has come to forge your own path that you’ve dreamt Break the fucking chains Now it’s time to rise Now it’s time to rise You have never stood for yourself. But now, now it’s time to Ignite the fire in your heart, let it blaze to wipe off your hesitancy. No more words that cast a fucking shadow on your dream. Fire it up, the light, will lead the way you’re heading. Go face fears as you see gleaming flash. Place trust in yourself, only you can fulfill your The time has come to forge your own path that you’ve dreamt
3.
Salvage 03:41
Angry waves, those are all that I see. Facing my mortality with numbing my trembling skin, a little hope which makes me get into the deep ocean even the light cannot be reached. I'm getting cold, water soaks me to the bone. Growing fear, but a little hope which makes me get into the ocean. I am the only chance to survive. I am the only chance to survive. I am the last hope to survive this wreck. I am the last hope to survive this wreck. Hold on. Wait for me. I will, will take you all home. Wish had more time to save you all out of this dark place. Struggle for life as you have done. I can't bear this, but I will not be driven to the depth of fucking despair. I will not sit back and watch. Do you think I saw their faces? There was no sight, but just the sense of touch that made me feel the bodies and the smell of the deepest fear. I did this all for the reason. It was right to do, not for empty shit. Do not test me.
4.
Grey 03:21
What will you pay? What can you give up to cover all the mess that you have made? You will not love what I'm gonna show you now. I found your trace leading to the hole. You buried the light that shone your soul. Colorless eyes. Shell without a ghost. What do you say to the echo? Reflected images break before my eyes. Play the innocent, act the victim of the world you built. Reaching out for the hands of the man who bleeds from your knife in his back. It's time to open your eyes. One by one we become numb to the pain that we cast on each other. We become numb. One by one we become numb to the rain that drowns us and steals our colors. Life in black and white, nothing in between. Lost in the progression of your own meaningless and destructive propaganda. Paradise is a dream, so wake up. Why can't you see where you're headed to? It's a suicide. A blasphemy to all the loved ones. Look around you. Look around you. Oh, look at yourself. Play the innocent, act the victim of the world you built. Reaching out for the hands of the man who bleeds from your knife in his back. It's time to open your eyes. It's not too late 'til it's over. Climb up from the grave that you yourself dug; the coffin's nail still loose enough. Broken nails and bloodshot eyes to pay for all your sins. What will you pay for all the mess?
5.
Dreamer 03:46
Repeated stories, life gaining dust. Trying to fit in my coffin and fill it with gold, the prize I won for the souls I have sold. Seasons change yet I still shiver in my winter. I grew numb to all these blisters. Jumped on the last train home, wishing it to take me back in time and never return. Another bottle down, smiling my fake intention. Another bottle down, smiling my fake intention. Don't fade away. Open up your eyes, see through my skin. A million unsaid words, clouded thoughts and blurry visions. Scream out, scream out. This feeling just never ends. Don't let it grow inside of you. It only takes a few ticks around the clock. One more tight grip, biting my teeth. Tomorrow becomes my dream. One more tight grip, biting my teeth. Tomorrow becomes my dream. Don't fade away. Open up your eyes and see through my skin. Don't fade away. Open up your eyes and see through my skin Don't fade away. Open up your eyes, see through my skin. A million unsaid words, clouded thoughts and blurry visions. Scream out, scream out. This feeling just never ends. Don't let it grow inside of you. It only takes a few ticks around the clock. I am what I choose to be. The roads are paved in my own direction. I am what I am. I am what I dream.
6.
Heartsick 03:49
I always have thought that we could be together, but the truth was never the reality I wanted. My heart is torn, broken in to pieces. I’ll show you what the true meaning of hatred, vengeance means. Show me what’s lying under that skin. I always have thought that we could be together, but the truth was never the reality I wanted. My heart is torn, broken in to pieces. I’ll show you what the true meaning of hatred, vengeance means. May be I was the only one who was thinking like that. No. But I still wanted you to feel the same as me. In this dark tunnel staggering by myself, I wish you were next to me; holding my hand with your warm hands. I know this is only a fantasy I made up with my head, no heart; or what else could it be? Loss for words, loss for thoughts, water drops falling to my face. The coldness I feel is not the coldness of the rain. It’s what my heart feels. I am broke. I am heartsick Why did you have to fool me and leave me alone? All I wanted was to stay beside you. Please don’t leave me anymore, you were the only one who I trusted and knew. I fucking hate you. In this dark tunnel staggering by myself, I wish you were next to me. I know this is only a fantasy I made up with my head, no heart, or what else could it be? Can you hear the sadness of my heart? I can barely breathe and forget my depression. It’s all because of you. Broken. Beaten. Mangled. Jaded. Make me feel alive. It’s all the same and my body’s feeling numb now. I would rather hide these scars to force the thoughts from my head from coming back. So I could cover up and heal away. Loss for words, loss for thoughts, water drops falling to my face. The coldness I feel is not the coldness of the rain. It’s what my heart feels. I am broke. I am heartsick.
7.
Guide me through the darkness of misery. Raindrops, they fall on the faces of the loved. The names I can't recall, can't recall. Are you not ashamed? Well, I am delighted to have you back. Divide all the green lights and just keep walking on and on. On and on 'til I feel nothing at all. This madness has led me to face a dead-end. Oh my god. I hate the me I've become. Tomorrow will not shine a light for me. No lights. Oh my god help me. Hell, I am just drowning in my own sorrow. I sing and cry for you. Your memories still haunt me. Why can't I let you go? Our eyes collide but hearts do not beat the same tune. So many regrets and many foregone misunderstandings. They rupture, they rupture me from the inside out. I am tied to you. Tied up to your thoughts. But I just can't remember who I was once before. Why can't I go away? From the past I was gone. No. Why can't you go away? Why can't you go away from the past of the sea where I was floating? Trapped under the voices. Demise be my vitality. Memories remain on everything I see and feel and hear. Why can't you just fade? Just go, go, go away. Answer me. Away, back to emptiness.
8.
Drowning Age 03:42
Take cover, beware of the falling objects, or you will be damned, damned. Do not move a muscle. Stay close until the rescue's here. Where were you? Where were you? Where were you when voices faded out to silence. Yeah, the sun will rise no matter what you do. For our lives, for our dreams, we'll not be your slaves. Can we sing, can we sing the voice of the broken? And we still, still standing on our feet. Words of deceit and illusion. Now they echo in the minds of people. Broken bones shall bond into one but broken hearts will not. Oh, this depth haunts me like a nightmare I can never wake from. Stop wasting time blaming others. Your hands are stained in red blood. Stop wasting time blaming others with your hands stained in the red blood of the young. Be still like you always have. I hope you choke on every words you spit out. I will never forget your face. There's no way for you to exit. Sick of all the liars, hang them higher. Can we sing, can we sing the voice of the broken? And we still, still standing on our feet. Can we sing, can we sing the voice of the broken? And we still, still standing on our feet. Words of deceit and illusion. Now they echo in the minds of people. Broken bones shall bond into one but broken hearts will not.
9.
The eyes of hate look around again, judging as I am to blame. They are the chosen ones, leaving me down. All this time I. The noose tightens my neck. All this time I have felt death around me. You are the one who runs away. Face it you're the weaker one. Lie all you want. Lie like you have done before. I will show you the price of mocking me. There's no more second chances. Brace yourself, this will hurt you more than me. Nowhere else to hide in fear. I won't make the same mistake. Nothing will be the same again. Wolves don't spare the lives they choose to take try and stop me. The more you run more fun it gets. The pain, you can't take it. Try to all you want. You motherfuckers will know Fear and pain. You will scream when, one by one death claims you. Wake the fuck up. Welcome to my world. Your time is gone, just give up. No one can save you now. Beg for death. Hellbound your soul will be I will show you the price of mocking me. There's no more second chances. Brace yourself, this will hurt you more than me. Nowhere else to hide in fear. I won't make the same mistake. Nothing will be the same again. Wolves don't spare the lives they choose to take try and stop me.
10.
Cold Room 02:40
Alone, all by myself with broken photographs. The doors are shut and so is my way back home. Needles in my arm. Aimless and murky eyes. What,what do I have left? Nothing is left to regret. Nothing is left to regret. I am no longer myself. I can never be the man I was before. My head is spinning around. Can't feel anything. My hands reach out for more illusion. No way back home. No way back.

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Eighteen April's debut full-length "Voices" – AVAILABLE NOW on Watch Out! Records

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released October 1, 2019

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